A Hex Child's Breakdowns (Jamie)

Ring ring…..

Jamie chew on her lip as she tries to call her parents using Morozov's home phone. She just needed to hear their voices again. She just want to know if they are alright.

“Please pick up….” She mumbled against the phone, her tired eyes stare at the wooden floor. She can't relax, she can't sleep, she can't eat, she ca--

Xerneas…..she blink out, feeling her eyes swell up upon hearing her mother's voice. Trying to hold her sobs down as she tries to talk clearly, but the quivering in her voice gave her away. “M-Mother….It's me...do...do you t-think you can visit soon…?” Her voice crack at the end. She couldn't help it, she’s trying to be strong, but heart feels like it's going to burst with all these emotions running through her. She wanted it all to stop. She hates this. She hates herself for being so weak. She hates that she isn't strong enough to be real here. She hates herself to be upset and jealous over Loretta reuniting with her family while hers is so faraway with a slim chance of ever seeing them again. 

She just want to sleep forever. 

Eternal rest sounds nice right about now.

She shut her eyes close, fisting her apron as she hears how worry she sounds as she spits out more questions to her. Trying the best way to approach this. The back of her mind yelling at her to tell them all about Galactic. About what happened to the school. About how some even….she couldn’t even think of that last thought. Leaning against the wall, she started trembling.

Don't say Galactic.

Don't say Galactic.

Don't try to bring into that mess you can't even fight yourself you pathetic bo--

She can hear a pause from the other side, probably her mother trying to figuring out what she means. Brushing the hair away from her eyes and continue to blankly stare at the floor, waiting for a response.Please just say something. Anything. Call her a liar. A failure. Not a real….

The phone nearly fell out of her hands at that, covering her mouth as she let out a small choking sob. They were here. They're in Sinnoh. It was too much, so much that she finally started crying into the phone. She can her father in the phone asking what's wrong, she wanted to just spill everything, but Jupiter's chilling words still echo in her mind. Sliding down against the wall, she curl up in a ball as she cried more, mumbling “I'm sorry” to her parents. Time slowly pass as exhaustion finally hit her full force as she can barely hear her mother's words. Only making out "there" and "soon" before total silence hits the hall as Jamie drops it as she hugs herself, trying to make herself feel small.

There was silence as the line was cut dead.